Post by LadyOkamia on Feb 18, 2015 19:54:33 GMT -5
Hello everyone many of you may know me as Luna or LadyOkamia or my IGN= LunaMist. I joined this guild whiten 2 or 3 hours of zombie making it and i fell in love with it right away because of Zom zom's. And as the guild grew more and more it was even better. The people who joined it were just as amazing as zombie. So many wonderful people have joined the guild and sadly because of me being inactive a lot i have not gotten closer to some of you. Now here I am yet again saying I cant be active enough to bond with more of you or to even maintain the bond. (Hopefully I can.)
I will probably will only be able to long on maybe 2 times a week or 1 time a week =/. It pains me to say that because when I first joined I was very active and talking and doing all I could to make people join the guild and make it a more fun place to be. And recently and now in the future I am not able to do what I can due to RL issues. And I want to be honest why I wont be able to play as much.
1.) I have really bad health issues that keep acting up. My health problems are like a rollercoster sometimes I feel great and other times I feel so sick I don't want to do anything. And unfortunately I am in that state where I feel horrible and its hard for me to do anything. I have no energy and I just feel like I can't do anything. On top of health issues I am very depressed. I have medicine for it but its really hard to be talking more meds then I already have. So its hard to have much energy with these issues.
2.) RL family issues. Currently I only live with my Papa and he has never liked that all I do with my time is play a computer. So almost everyday he bothers me while I am on here or just yells and stuff. And no one is in a good mood after that T_T! To add onto that he is still upset over the loss we had 3-4 years ago. The loss of his partner and my Nana has taken a toll on both me and him and our relationship. So we are not really in the best situation atm. That and the issue of me not having a job etc.
So these are the main reasons. Im very sorry that I have not been active enough and not sure when I can be super active. I feel so bad... When I joined the guild I wanted to help Zombie with so many things. I felt that as the person who first joined I would be able to do something for the guild and make it fun for everyone. But I failed >_<! It makes me sad that I am not doing my part. I tried though... I really did.. at least I felt I did >_<.
So I hope I don't get kicked from the guild. I love this place and everyone in it. And I am grateful for people helping each other and being understanding. So I hope you guys will understand me >_<! I hope to be more active when I can.
I will probably will only be able to long on maybe 2 times a week or 1 time a week =/. It pains me to say that because when I first joined I was very active and talking and doing all I could to make people join the guild and make it a more fun place to be. And recently and now in the future I am not able to do what I can due to RL issues. And I want to be honest why I wont be able to play as much.
1.) I have really bad health issues that keep acting up. My health problems are like a rollercoster sometimes I feel great and other times I feel so sick I don't want to do anything. And unfortunately I am in that state where I feel horrible and its hard for me to do anything. I have no energy and I just feel like I can't do anything. On top of health issues I am very depressed. I have medicine for it but its really hard to be talking more meds then I already have. So its hard to have much energy with these issues.
2.) RL family issues. Currently I only live with my Papa and he has never liked that all I do with my time is play a computer. So almost everyday he bothers me while I am on here or just yells and stuff. And no one is in a good mood after that T_T! To add onto that he is still upset over the loss we had 3-4 years ago. The loss of his partner and my Nana has taken a toll on both me and him and our relationship. So we are not really in the best situation atm. That and the issue of me not having a job etc.
So these are the main reasons. Im very sorry that I have not been active enough and not sure when I can be super active. I feel so bad... When I joined the guild I wanted to help Zombie with so many things. I felt that as the person who first joined I would be able to do something for the guild and make it fun for everyone. But I failed >_<! It makes me sad that I am not doing my part. I tried though... I really did.. at least I felt I did >_<.
So I hope I don't get kicked from the guild. I love this place and everyone in it. And I am grateful for people helping each other and being understanding. So I hope you guys will understand me >_<! I hope to be more active when I can.